Of all the group pictures
You've chosen the one
Without me in it

What am I to you now
I am not sensitive

I have no choice
Or else I could walk this road alone
I knew I might not be able to pick up someone
along the way
But I am a grown man
and I intend to walk by myself

What is wrong with me now?
Didn't you see the tree is growing alone by the roadside?
The yellow bird flying alone?
The lone driver on the road?

Surrounded by so many good looking people
I feel like I shouldn't be here
I should walk away
and run to somewhere
that I can spend time alone
preferably surrounded by
serene lakes and quiet forests
a vast savanna
that I can lie down
to stare at the cloudy sky

Too many assholes surrounding me
They put on their fake smiles
But at your back
They do everything they can
to hurt you
to protect their selfish interest
Saves yourself
from the wicked world
Distinguish between the sincere and the bad ass
Ignore the bad ass
Pretend that they do not exist in the world
Cherrish the sincere
because they are rare

There are so many people in my life
who come and go
some became my friend
some became my enemy
To them that I haven't kept in touch anymore
I wish them all the best
I can't look back anymore

Hello My Friend
Where are thou?
I need you to be beside me
Do you know how depress I am?

Your aura will soothe my soul
I know I will sleep like a baby tonight
so relaxing
and aware of every breath I take

Tonight I will plunge my head to the pillow
take my hand
we are going to the paradise

What is wrong with me?
Until everybody hates me?
What have I done wrong?
Less has been said
Much has been done
They can hurt me all they want
But I try to lead my life
Without caring all these things
I am trying so hard
to be happy
and feel good about myself
Do you understand me?
Will you ever feel how I feel to be like this?

I have drawn a worst case scenario
if it happens then I will be able to wake up again
but I will be all alone again
Everything will be really like a dream

Should I Wake Up

I am suffering in this dream
I don’t know if I should wake up from this dream
I have been dreaming for almost a year now

At first I thought I was happy in this dream
so I kept on dreaming
until one day I realized it wasn’t perfect
that I figured out I need to get out of this

But I am trapped
I try to struggle to wake myself up
But I can never escape
So you’ll see me lying on the bed
Keeping my eyes shut
It looks like I’ve been sleeping forever

But one day I know I’ll be able to wake up