Here are the days of my decadence
I stand in the crowd
of millions handsome faces
But when we all strip down
it will always be the same

Here are the days of my decadence
It's weird that I even exist here
I've been living inside my own world
And all the evil with the faces is lurking around me
I feel the darkness
but I seek for the light

An enlightening voice begins to speak
But I do not know which side he belongs to
I can't distinguish the right and wrong
and hence here are the days of my decadence

This Insecurity

They hate me from day 1
They did not want to help me
They did little nasty things to fix me
They kept their mouth shut
when they see things will go wrong on me

I did not know what I have done
I did not know when I have offended them
I did not know if this is inherent in me

This is a depression
It drives me to smoke
This insecurity
is killing me

This emotional wound is healing
Nobody can't get into my nerve
Million times now
I told myself
I'm not bothered by anything
I don't need to get everybody to like me
I don't need your respect
I don't care if you hate me

Because
I love myself
I respect myself
I have judgment upon my actions
and this is all that counts