This Insecurity

They hate me from day 1
They did not want to help me
They did little nasty things to fix me
They kept their mouth shut
when they see things will go wrong on me

I did not know what I have done
I did not know when I have offended them
I did not know if this is inherent in me

This is a depression
It drives me to smoke
This insecurity
is killing me

This emotional wound is healing
Nobody can't get into my nerve
Million times now
I told myself
I'm not bothered by anything
I don't need to get everybody to like me
I don't need your respect
I don't care if you hate me

Because
I love myself
I respect myself
I have judgment upon my actions
and this is all that counts