An Unsent Letter

Dear Kenneth,
I like you a lot
I know the long distance had been hard for us
We'd been apart for some time
I appreciate your last visit
to a far away country
where I was staying
It's been brief
But I appreciate every moment

Dear Julien,
I loved you too much
you were too controlling
and were afraid to lose me
eventually I was that too
But we all knew
that was the only reason
we both exhausted
at the end

Dear Keith
I was attracted to you
for no reason
though it was short
on and off
I still want to know
your whereabout
your health
and your well-being
But you are of the nomad type
I still can't get hold of you

Dear Miles
We went through so many things
You love me more than I do
Finally I decided
to come home
where I have started
You were here for a short while
But I could not
make it to go back with you
I was sorry
Otherwise it would have been
a wonderful relationship.